Unfortunately, the story I was working on hit a dead end. I realized it wasn't what I wanted. So I'm starting over – reworking some of the details, bringing back some of the ones I dropped, and further developing some of the themes.
In a few weeks, I head off to Austria for my semester abroad. Should be interesting! I lost my best friend last semester and did not join a household. What's more, my boyfriend is not coming with me. Also, all my best relationships right now – which I really can't call close – are with guys. And the guy I'm on awkward terms with is coming. So this is about to get interesting. Not that I don't have girl friends, and not that my relationship with my not-so-best-anymore friend is irredeemable, but we shall see, won't we!
I was really nervous about going to Europe, and I still am. But I watched Beauty and the Beast the other day. It reminded me of my childhood and how I used to set myself in a depressive mood wishing I could get away from home and go on an adventure. And I was like, "Heck, this is my adventure!" (On a related note, I'm like Bilbo Baggins! I know, right?) Not that the rest of my life isn't an adventure – there are a lot of psychological possibilities there…. I'm not really afraid. I know it will work out. I've looked the whole thing over and I'm trying hard to be responsible. I haven't yet found myself in a hole I couldn't get out of and I don't plan on jumping into one anytime soon.
Well… that's all I've got for now. Although there's a lot more I could say, I suppose. Like I've been watching a lot of "Psych" lately, and I finally cleaned up and organized my room and that makes me SO HAPPY! I could also talk about all the stuff I've been checking out of the library, how I've been loving hanging out at the library while my sister is volunteering, and about the contact lenses I'm finally getting. Ooh and the clothes I've bought! And the totes adorbs hairstyle I finally settled on! And how I cut it myself! But I won't.
It's getting late. And my roommate/sister is supposed to be asleep so I better get to the task at hand.
~Meggy
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